Songs (c) Hikage Stinkdawg

Find a reason why?

Everything is spinning out of control!

Everything I feel today

Is lost to me. I cannot pin this down.

I'm on the ground, here I'll stay

And I know time will slowly take it's toll!

Nothing that I see

Makes any sense to me

And all I can do, is assume this role.

Everything I know is gone.

I can't believe, I'm feeling so damn numb

How can this life be so wrong

I feel I'm slowly losing all I know.

Why

Is this happening?

Did I do something wrong?

Can anybody hear?

Is anybody there?

Can someone break this seal

On everything I feel

so I can go on living free from pain?

Why

Won't they let me be?

Or have things just begun?

Please look at me!

Can you see me?

Can you hear me?

Can you feel them?

He's moving me!

What must I say

To keep you from leaving

Do you have to go away?

If you do I'll be greaving.

This sorrow in my heart

Tears a hole so reprimanding,

And I think it's you I'm blaming.

I wonder why, why we fell apart.

In my life I know.

I haven't been all I could be,

But I guess it shows,

Or you'd still be here with me.

This life's not fair

Or else we'd still be together

You'll have to learn to care

To keep your pride in bitter weather.

Thionking back on this

I guess it isn't you.

After all the clues I've missed.

I realize I'm the one leaving you.

So here I go,

I tossed the dice.

I hope you like,

My sacrifice.

What are you waiting for?

You need to pick up the pace.

Drops of water fall to the floor

Bitter tears from my sad face.

Cane anyone tell me

What I did wrong?

You raise your fist above me.

We dance to pain's sweet song.

Why do I say things

That I know I'll regret?

Why do I do things

That make you so upset?

I never wanted this.

Well, maybe I did inside.

I got lost in your kiss.

Now my loyalty I can't hide.

You've bruised and beaten me,

But I'm still here, see?

I'll do anything you say,

I'm your willing slave.

You've got me in your hand.

I'm waiting.

Waiting for your command.

There'll be no savior

Not here in this rhyme.

There won't be angels

to save me in time.

Just this harsh pain inside.

I try to smile,

But inside I'm cursed.

I try to stop you,

But what am I worth.

I've been in pain since birth.

Can someone tell me

What I did wrong?

You raise your fist above me,

I've been your pet for far too long.

Now the time has come

And the end draws near

I thought I'd always be with you,

But now the truth is clear.

You say you've never loved me.

But I know that isn't true.

And after all we've done and seen,

I realize you're no longer you.

Your memory still lingers here

And I cannot shake this pain

Eventhough you've left and gone

My tears still fall like rain.

Why did you have to go?

What were you trying to prove?

Why did I choose this life?

Was there anything else we could do?

I can't seem to stop this.

It seems my fate is set in stone.

Why am I still forced to live,

Until I'm the only one?

This curse of life,

I cannot end

I see so much strife

And lose all my friends.

I guess I'll just stop caring

And just wither away.

If destiny be willing,

Maybe we'll meet again someday.

And the birds are singing

The breeze is sweet as wine,

And I'm filled with glee.

Whatever happens now

I've stopped caring

Cause soon every fur around

Will be living it up at AC.

Furs of every size

And shape and creed

Will reach for the grander prize

To fill their paws with furry swag.

From foxes to wolves

Filling paws with what they need.

Furs with claws and those with hooves.

Paws will scritch and tails will wag.

It's nice to know that furries have a home.

It's good to be with those who know how you feel.

And though some furries will have to roam,

It's a good thing to know that AC is for real.

Sleepless, exhausted

I can't shake this.

Sober and wasted

I can't believe what I've missed.

I'm hit

It's true

I'm hit

because of you

This is the first time,

I'll be into you.

I'm explosive, I'm serene

I died that night

I'm dirty, I'm pristene

But everything's alright.

I'm hit

It's true

I'm hit

Because of you

This is the only time

I'll be into you.

You know

I know

What you're doing to me.

How can

You know

What I'm gonna be?

In love, In hate

I've fallen for you

I'm happy and irate

you know that it's true.

I'm hit

It's true

I'm hit

And stuck on you.

This is the last time.

I'm hit

It's true

I'm hit

Because of you

And this ain't the last time.

I'm so into you.

I rise facing the sun

I wonder where my time went

And why I haven't won.

A big misunderstanding

Two rights don't make a wrong.

So why do I keep this up?

I doubt I'll be the same for long.

Sitting in the shower

I contemplate my crimes

And I just can't figure out

Why what I want's not mine.

Chowing down on breakfast.

Take a pull walking out the door.

I'm off to face my demons,

But I doubt I'll win for sure.

Everything's ordinary

Nothing's out of whack.

At least through your eyes maybe

But I'm on a different track.

Desperation leaving me

Confidence returning.

These pills aren't helping me

They'll just stop the burning.

I can't help wondering

Why all these drugs are fun.

Is there a better way?

This can't be the only one.

There's so many things to do now

And not enough to see

I wonder if these threats are real

Or if it's all just me.

I see all the warnings

I'm not a stupid wolf.

Life is too full to waste on this,

And there's no way I can do both.